I’m becoming agitated. This is ridiculous. Senpai, Yeah. Youuu. I want to say so much but I can’t because of the position we’re  in. Everything I want to rant about that is inhibiting me from breaking free from these restraints so I can be -or at least try to be- genuinely happy is you. I’m thinking about you a lot and it’s making me so angry. I have so much to say. I want to tell you so many things. But I can’t. I haven’t been the best person, and I’d confess these sins to you, but we are only two people who know one another’s names. There shouldn’t have to be any confessing. Alas, you probably don’t get what my mind is rambling on about but I hope you see this. I can’t be alone with you, so I can’t say this to you in person, but here’s a piece of my mind.